Reintegrating the Child (Demo)

by The Phoenix Process

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released August 27, 2015

Special guest John Brumbach- Tenor sax on "Begging For More" and "Son of gods".
Andy Gerber- Engineering, mixing at Million Yen Studios on track "Begging For More", "Son of gods", and "Incentive To Live".

George K. Shuntov- Song writer, lyricist, vocals, guitar, synthesizer, artistic concept
Julian Cumpian- Cajon, co-producer, artistic concept
Brandon Salazar- Drums/ Auxiliary Percussion
Theo Caen- Lead Guitar

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Track Name: Son of gods
i am forever
with all my instincts
i wrapped my arms up
a gift from heaven

i can't even take it
but i can fake it
your world is empty
so let's just fill it

let us fill it with blood and tears
make me a drink of god and fear
i walk through pathways of your demise
offer a token for your reprise

i seen the bottom
i licked the fire
i fucked desire
my heart is molded

i am the sideshow
of a painful awareness
you sleep forever
escape reality

i, free the child
i, am the son
i, am the gun
i, broken words
Track Name: Meek Pretty Girl
Lyrics: meek pretty girl, they never thought a mind like that would fit that face
meek pretty girl, with strange intentions, loaded gun and diary and pale, delicate hands

she ran through town in the dead of the night waiting for a fickle mind to fold
she gained his trust and brought him in a forbidden world of mysterious sin
his semen ran down her breast as the fire projected it's dancing shadows

she let him sleep one last dream to rest, her hidden blade tore apart his soul
she lured him in through his broken dreams, easily persuaded to fall into her trap

she ran through town in the dead of the night waiting for a fickle mind to mold
she gained his trust and brought him in a forbidden world of mysterious sin
his semen ran down her breast as the fire projected it's dancing shadows
Track Name: Hijo de Infinito
la pena de el sueno
los ojos de el nino

corriendo con deseo
moriendo en tu dolor

dejando tu amor

la vida de mi alma
no tienes que hablar

solamente oye
hijo de infinito

Translation:
The sadness of his dreams
The eyes of the child

Running with life
Dying in your pain

Leaving your love

The life of my soul
There is no need for you to speak
You only have to listen
Son of Infinity
Leaving your love
Track Name: Begging for More
It's in the worries of the man
It's in the heart of the woman
It's in the rhythm of the night
It's in every step that you take

Don't you see me naked and dry
Don't you see me begging for more
Track Name: An Ode to the Escapists
i am the broken
and i am the missing
part of you

i am everyone
and i am no one
but i know that i'm true

the eyes are unspoken for
but they are what they're meant to be
they see and they glisten and hide amongst the distant trees


blow through the wind
fall like a star
care like a whore
fly like you're dead


i don't remember, but i don't need to anyway
it's all in a lock box, eternally there to stay
phantom desires, our life is on fire
there's more to do
before we destroy our minds living the way we do


blow through the wind
fall like a star
care like a whore
fly like you're dead

dream like you're high
love like you're born
wander like you're missing
through a hidden land

i am the broken
and i am the missing
part of you

i am everyone
and i am no one
but i know that i'm true

the eyes are unspoken for
but they are what they're meant to be
they see and they glisten and hide amongst the distant trees
Track Name: Incentive to Live
i once broke promises
i once broke everyone
i'll take you down with me
i'll bring you up again

3,2,1
give me the gun

3,2,1
that blows your mind

3,2,1
give me the sun

3,2,1
illuminate your mind


i.....wanna break the skin
wanna drag you in...beneath the ice
i.....wanna love again
wanna be the sin...that broke me out
i.....embody the fear
that helps me see....what i need to see
i.....wanna fuck it all
and slowly die...to be whole again
Track Name: The Cult of the Poppy
In his sleep, in his sleep, he dies a million deaths before he's awake
in the morning of the 8th, the sun shines on his broken face
in the shadow of the needle, a cross appears to formulate
in his eyes, in his eyes, an equation spells out a certain fate

sweet baby, you're so damaged

Bang bang, to the world in you
Track Name: The Sentient Man
it's a lie to believe that you're in this all by yourself
it's your pride that will tear you apart into an emptiness
it will tell you that you don't need anyone, anything, anymore
until you're dry and you're lonely, the sands of time are dead and gone

but it's true, what they tell you, that we're all dead
when we live, like the nothing, that we consume

when we're all dead
when we consume
tear you apart
Track Name: Eye to Eye, We Understand
Free for us, omnipotent and everywhere
The choice is there, it's up to you to see
our mothers pray like there is hope us
the only hope there is lies within you and me

the task at hand disguised in simplicity
raise your arms and fight for life like you don't care
prepare yourself for a ride to the distant stars
redemption is a throne for the dark side in my heart

(2x) destroyed, so you can be some one
the drugs you took are just the bullet in your gun
Eye to eye, we understand
load it up, put your nightmares right in your hands
your hands....oh no.

Free for us, omnipotent and everywhere
The choice is there, it's up to you to see
our mothers pray like there is hope us
the only hope there is lies within you and me

(2x) destroyed, so you can be some one
the drugs you took are just the bullet in your gun
Eye to eye, we understand
load it up, put your nightmares right in your hands
Track Name: The Other Side of the Coin
heaven and hell are in my hands, you wouldn't understand, but if you do, just if you do, you'll be a part of me
we will take apart everything that we build, just to put it together and see the beauty in
the beauty in the process of reconstruction, the beauty in the process of deconstruction
your eye will glow amongst the men around us yea, your heart will shine and bleed and they will kneel before you
oh yea

words don't matter, when we're in disguise, when we're together, when we are alone
a thought is a thought, the stars aligned now baby, but my touch will take you higher than hell
roses and petals mean nothing in my world, but the way i look into your eyes means everything
the way my lips brush against your lips, the way my hips sway to the rhythm of your breathe

the other side of the coin, the reality that we must face
the fears that we must endure, take my hand baby
Track Name: What is Home?
i'm alone, it is my natural state
what is home, don't even know anymore
and i dream, don't know how to awake
and i'm here, but i'm still so afraid

i debate, with my hand on my heart
a procedure, grafting skin on my soul
it's a cut, to drain the life force in me
but i fill it, as a branch breaks the light

ohhh, don't need your jesus or your gods
ohhh, don't need a promise you can't keep
ohhh, don't need your doses and your pills
ohhh, don't need your empty settled minds
Track Name: IV Hate Solution
it's the things below the obvious, below the things that you care about
it's the dry death that you put upon the people that you say you love
we're all frozen in time and we don't know what to make of it
so we kill, and we rape, and we eat all of our brethren
and we spit and we fester like the spaces in between the lines
and we spit and we fester like the spaces in between the lines

sell me your soul because i wanna be just like you (x4)
i wanna be a whore
i wanna learn to kill
i wanna learn to hate
i wanna be numb, numb, numb, just like you
i wanna be a whore
i wanna learn to kill
i wanna learn to hate
i wanna be numb, numb, numb, just like you
I wanna be numb numb numb, just like you

it's the things below the obvious, below the things you care about
it's the dry death that you put upon the people that you say you love
we're all frozen in time and we don't know what to make of it
so we kill, and we rape, and we eat all of our brethren
and we spit and we fester like the spaces in between the lines
and we spit and we fester like the spaces in between the lines
sell me your soul because i wanna be just like you (x4)

i wanna be a whore
i wanna learn to kill
i wanna learn to hate
i wanna be numb, numb, numb, just like you
i wanna be a whore
i wanna learn to kill
i wanna learn to hate
i wanna be numb, numb, numb, just like you
I wanna be numb numb numb, just like you
i wanna be numb, numb, numb, just like you
I wanna be numb numb numb, just like you
Track Name: Into the Sun
take the time, to break the mold, i hold my breath, i take control
walk into another place, where time is broken, i'm split in two
two halves of a perfect circle, two halves of a perfect soul
two halves of the crystal phantom, opposing forces, within the fold

Save me, from myself, from my mind, all i know, is to run run run run
turn around, from the darkness, into the light, into the sun sun sun sun
Track Name: Away from the World
Her eyes glazed, dead to the world, but alive in me (2x)
Her eyes glazed, dead to the world, but alive in me (2x)

same dreams, same car, same life, same fuck, same blood, same tears, same everything
same everything
same everything

same time, same place, same pain, same hate, same love, same scar, same drugs, same loneliness
same everything
Ohhhhh

Her eyes glazed, dead to the world, but alive in me
Her eyes glazed, dead to the world, but alive in me
Her eyes glazed, dead to the world (2X)

the snow settled in
melting over her porcelain skin,
revealing an imperfect god

she touches me in my dreams
she loves me in my weakness
she drives me through the pain

Her eyes glazed, dead to the world, but alive in me
Her eyes glazed, dead to the world, but alive in me
Same everything, same everything (2X)

same meds, same doctor, same street, same job, same rights, same wrongs, same lies, same everyone
same everything
same everything
same time, same place, same pain, same hate, same love, same scar, same drugs, same loneliness
same everything
same everything

My karolina
did you feel all my prayers
when life was void of you

my karolina
did you feel all the pain
i felt before you came
Track Name: Lost in Homogeny
the tears, flooding the earth, our minds blossom like the world around me
our dreams, pollinate, like the fucking weeds that will surround me
everything that you are, everything that you were, exceptions, a part of me
everything that you love, everything that you see, illusions, inside of me
I must, offend the, institution, of the people
I was, born to be, destructive, to myself
Give me your heart, give me everything that you are, Give me your hate, give me everything that you were
caress my face, give me everything that you love, build me up just so you can destroy me
Track Name: Tender Woven Dream
2X is my effort, just a symptom of the universe
is the universe just a symptom of an accident
i sit here, thinking of you and me, am i a glitch, are you just what i perceive
i'm confused, i'm lost, inside myself, so i speak, just to see, what i say
i don't even understand, what i'm doing here, maybe i'm asking you for help, those around me that i've never met
your perception of me, my perception of me, your perception of you, my perception of you

do you understand? is my thought formulating a dimension of bond?
where is the answer? what the fuck is the question now?
I AM YOU
STAINED BY TRUTH
2X is my effort, just a symptom of the universe
is the universe just a symptom of an accident