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Reintegrating the Child (Demo)

by The Phoenix Process

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1.
Son of gods 05:18
i am forever with all my instincts i wrapped my arms up a gift from heaven i can't even take it but i can fake it your world is empty so let's just fill it let us fill it with blood and tears make me a drink of god and fear i walk through pathways of your demise offer a token for your reprise i seen the bottom i licked the fire i fucked desire my heart is molded i am the sideshow of a painful awareness you sleep forever escape reality i, free the child i, am the son i, am the gun i, broken words
2.
Lyrics: meek pretty girl, they never thought a mind like that would fit that face meek pretty girl, with strange intentions, loaded gun and diary and pale, delicate hands she ran through town in the dead of the night waiting for a fickle mind to fold she gained his trust and brought him in a forbidden world of mysterious sin his semen ran down her breast as the fire projected it's dancing shadows she let him sleep one last dream to rest, her hidden blade tore apart his soul she lured him in through his broken dreams, easily persuaded to fall into her trap she ran through town in the dead of the night waiting for a fickle mind to mold she gained his trust and brought him in a forbidden world of mysterious sin his semen ran down her breast as the fire projected it's dancing shadows
3.
la pena de el sueno los ojos de el nino corriendo con deseo moriendo en tu dolor dejando tu amor la vida de mi alma no tienes que hablar solamente oye hijo de infinito Translation: The sadness of his dreams The eyes of the child Running with life Dying in your pain Leaving your love The life of my soul There is no need for you to speak You only have to listen Son of Infinity Leaving your love
4.
It's in the worries of the man It's in the heart of the woman It's in the rhythm of the night It's in every step that you take Don't you see me naked and dry Don't you see me begging for more
5.
i am the broken and i am the missing part of you i am everyone and i am no one but i know that i'm true the eyes are unspoken for but they are what they're meant to be they see and they glisten and hide amongst the distant trees blow through the wind fall like a star care like a whore fly like you're dead i don't remember, but i don't need to anyway it's all in a lock box, eternally there to stay phantom desires, our life is on fire there's more to do before we destroy our minds living the way we do blow through the wind fall like a star care like a whore fly like you're dead dream like you're high love like you're born wander like you're missing through a hidden land i am the broken and i am the missing part of you i am everyone and i am no one but i know that i'm true the eyes are unspoken for but they are what they're meant to be they see and they glisten and hide amongst the distant trees
6.
i once broke promises i once broke everyone i'll take you down with me i'll bring you up again 3,2,1 give me the gun 3,2,1 that blows your mind 3,2,1 give me the sun 3,2,1 illuminate your mind i.....wanna break the skin wanna drag you in...beneath the ice i.....wanna love again wanna be the sin...that broke me out i.....embody the fear that helps me see....what i need to see i.....wanna fuck it all and slowly die...to be whole again
7.
In his sleep, in his sleep, he dies a million deaths before he's awake in the morning of the 8th, the sun shines on his broken face in the shadow of the needle, a cross appears to formulate in his eyes, in his eyes, an equation spells out a certain fate sweet baby, you're so damaged Bang bang, to the world in you
8.
it's a lie to believe that you're in this all by yourself it's your pride that will tear you apart into an emptiness it will tell you that you don't need anyone, anything, anymore until you're dry and you're lonely, the sands of time are dead and gone but it's true, what they tell you, that we're all dead when we live, like the nothing, that we consume when we're all dead when we consume tear you apart
9.
Free for us, omnipotent and everywhere The choice is there, it's up to you to see our mothers pray like there is hope us the only hope there is lies within you and me the task at hand disguised in simplicity raise your arms and fight for life like you don't care prepare yourself for a ride to the distant stars redemption is a throne for the dark side in my heart (2x) destroyed, so you can be some one the drugs you took are just the bullet in your gun Eye to eye, we understand load it up, put your nightmares right in your hands your hands....oh no. Free for us, omnipotent and everywhere The choice is there, it's up to you to see our mothers pray like there is hope us the only hope there is lies within you and me (2x) destroyed, so you can be some one the drugs you took are just the bullet in your gun Eye to eye, we understand load it up, put your nightmares right in your hands
10.
heaven and hell are in my hands, you wouldn't understand, but if you do, just if you do, you'll be a part of me we will take apart everything that we build, just to put it together and see the beauty in the beauty in the process of reconstruction, the beauty in the process of deconstruction your eye will glow amongst the men around us yea, your heart will shine and bleed and they will kneel before you oh yea words don't matter, when we're in disguise, when we're together, when we are alone a thought is a thought, the stars aligned now baby, but my touch will take you higher than hell roses and petals mean nothing in my world, but the way i look into your eyes means everything the way my lips brush against your lips, the way my hips sway to the rhythm of your breathe the other side of the coin, the reality that we must face the fears that we must endure, take my hand baby
11.
i'm alone, it is my natural state what is home, don't even know anymore and i dream, don't know how to awake and i'm here, but i'm still so afraid i debate, with my hand on my heart a procedure, grafting skin on my soul it's a cut, to drain the life force in me but i fill it, as a branch breaks the light ohhh, don't need your jesus or your gods ohhh, don't need a promise you can't keep ohhh, don't need your doses and your pills ohhh, don't need your empty settled minds
12.
it's the things below the obvious, below the things that you care about it's the dry death that you put upon the people that you say you love we're all frozen in time and we don't know what to make of it so we kill, and we rape, and we eat all of our brethren and we spit and we fester like the spaces in between the lines and we spit and we fester like the spaces in between the lines sell me your soul because i wanna be just like you (x4) i wanna be a whore i wanna learn to kill i wanna learn to hate i wanna be numb, numb, numb, just like you i wanna be a whore i wanna learn to kill i wanna learn to hate i wanna be numb, numb, numb, just like you I wanna be numb numb numb, just like you it's the things below the obvious, below the things you care about it's the dry death that you put upon the people that you say you love we're all frozen in time and we don't know what to make of it so we kill, and we rape, and we eat all of our brethren and we spit and we fester like the spaces in between the lines and we spit and we fester like the spaces in between the lines sell me your soul because i wanna be just like you (x4) i wanna be a whore i wanna learn to kill i wanna learn to hate i wanna be numb, numb, numb, just like you i wanna be a whore i wanna learn to kill i wanna learn to hate i wanna be numb, numb, numb, just like you I wanna be numb numb numb, just like you i wanna be numb, numb, numb, just like you I wanna be numb numb numb, just like you
13.
Into the Sun 04:17
take the time, to break the mold, i hold my breath, i take control walk into another place, where time is broken, i'm split in two two halves of a perfect circle, two halves of a perfect soul two halves of the crystal phantom, opposing forces, within the fold Save me, from myself, from my mind, all i know, is to run run run run turn around, from the darkness, into the light, into the sun sun sun sun
14.
Her eyes glazed, dead to the world, but alive in me (2x) Her eyes glazed, dead to the world, but alive in me (2x) same dreams, same car, same life, same fuck, same blood, same tears, same everything same everything same everything same time, same place, same pain, same hate, same love, same scar, same drugs, same loneliness same everything Ohhhhh Her eyes glazed, dead to the world, but alive in me Her eyes glazed, dead to the world, but alive in me Her eyes glazed, dead to the world (2X) the snow settled in melting over her porcelain skin, revealing an imperfect god she touches me in my dreams she loves me in my weakness she drives me through the pain Her eyes glazed, dead to the world, but alive in me Her eyes glazed, dead to the world, but alive in me Same everything, same everything (2X) same meds, same doctor, same street, same job, same rights, same wrongs, same lies, same everyone same everything same everything same time, same place, same pain, same hate, same love, same scar, same drugs, same loneliness same everything same everything My karolina did you feel all my prayers when life was void of you my karolina did you feel all the pain i felt before you came
15.
the tears, flooding the earth, our minds blossom like the world around me our dreams, pollinate, like the fucking weeds that will surround me everything that you are, everything that you were, exceptions, a part of me everything that you love, everything that you see, illusions, inside of me I must, offend the, institution, of the people I was, born to be, destructive, to myself Give me your heart, give me everything that you are, Give me your hate, give me everything that you were caress my face, give me everything that you love, build me up just so you can destroy me
16.
2X is my effort, just a symptom of the universe is the universe just a symptom of an accident i sit here, thinking of you and me, am i a glitch, are you just what i perceive i'm confused, i'm lost, inside myself, so i speak, just to see, what i say i don't even understand, what i'm doing here, maybe i'm asking you for help, those around me that i've never met your perception of me, my perception of me, your perception of you, my perception of you do you understand? is my thought formulating a dimension of bond? where is the answer? what the fuck is the question now? I AM YOU STAINED BY TRUTH 2X is my effort, just a symptom of the universe is the universe just a symptom of an accident

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released August 27, 2015

Special guest John Brumbach- Tenor sax on "Begging For More" and "Son of gods".
Andy Gerber- Engineering, mixing at Million Yen Studios on track "Begging For More", "Son of gods", and "Incentive To Live".

George K. Shuntov- Song writer, lyricist, vocals, guitar, synthesizer, artistic concept
Julian Cumpian- Cajon, co-producer, artistic concept
Brandon Salazar- Drums/ Auxiliary Percussion
Theo Caen- Lead Guitar

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